Casey! (casey_loves_you) wrote,

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Depart oh night, fade away you stars, at dawn I shall win

So I'm pretty sad right now. My brother is on his way to UM ARMY right now. And I'm sitting here. Being sad. This is the 1st summer I haven't gone on a mission trip with my church since I was 11. This sucks. Plus, my brother is gone again. He's been gone all summer. He just got back from a week and a half at Connectiuct slash Naval Academy on Friday morning, and he left again. And the airline lost his bag so him and my mom had to go out and buy all new stuff for him to take. I used to fight with my brother all the time, but since I went to college we get along much better, he's pretty much my best friend. And I'm really really really really really jealous that he is out there sleeping on an air matress and working in the heat and having fun and serving God and being awesome and this week I plan on being bored at work. Not fair.

I wish I had been able to go to college UM ARMY, but my brilliant youth director decided to wait until 3 days after we made reservations for Disney World to say that it was the same week we were in Florida. UM ARMY is always the highlight of my summer and I'm really upset I'm not there right now.

On the other hand, if you didn't know I cut off all my hair. 10.5 inches were sent to Locks of Love this week. That was a big change, I'm still getting used to it, but I do like it. I've been listening to opera lately. Random? Very. Beautiful? Definitely. I really really like it, even though I can't understand what they're saying, it's beautiful. And I've decided when I get a boyfriend he's going to take me to see one and he'll love it too lol.

I feel like going somewhere or doing something, but have no idea what. I really want to go to the beach I think, I haven't been in like 2 years, that would be fun. Or go on a big long road trip to somewhere really random. Or just go somewhere nice and outside where it's not really hot or always raining (aka Houston) and just sit and write or read This Side of Paradise (Which I just started and like so far) I just want to get away, I just need to figure out where to and how I'm gonna get there.
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